Talk about mixed feelings...

Talk about your mixed feelings. I am no longer at "Hell Net" (which is good for my sanity) but I am not gainfully employed at the time (not good for my sanity). I am back to trying to find work again. I do hope something works out soon. I am down to my last $60. Thank god Mark is paying the rent. Next week, I start registering with temp agencies. I may hate working for them, but it will be income. And if I am with them still when Mark comes home, it will be easier to take some time off to visit his family with him.

This being apart from Mark has been VERY hard. I will NOT do this again. Next time, I will go with him no matter what. Or he will have to make sure it is a place he can come home on regular basis (at least once or twice a month). I am OVER the long distance thing. We did it for 5 years in the beginning. We do not need to do this anymore.